raya haji

happy aidil adha to all Muslims.

the raya haji celebration as it is usually referred to, is all about making and appreciating sacrifices.

life requires certain sacrifices. and in the end, it is Him who knows best.

i am doing ok generally. have started to consume fish oil along with olivenol pills.
however the dryness of my skin can only be treated with nivea creme although i have tried so many alternatives. i guess it works best for me.

have a good long weekend to all.
and happy holidays to those who will be going for vacation this december!

the new stock

i came home today to find 2 packets of olivenol pills :) i am so happy to receive them. thank you very much ManHon and team at triniare :)

what i like most about these pills is that i can take them anywhere when i travel - especially overseas.

my current condition - after shower and putting on lotion:

unfortunately i am traveling again this winter. december to march non stop. it's a little scary because my skin would crack - especially my back and when i'm out at work the whole day i couldn't possible take off all my winter coat and sweater in the toilet to put on lotion...
any tips for me to keep my skin moisturized all day during winter.

have a good weekend. :)

the olive lotion

im traveling down south tmrw for a day trip meeting. somehow hopping on the plane is becoming more common to me than hopping on the lrt. but it's not fun when you're just a small fish :p
can't complain though..

by the way, to complement the olivenol intake i just got this olive body lotion from watsons. i love the smell and the texture. hopefully it can replace my more expensive nivea lotion..

:)
good nite!

updates

hello all!

i am much free-er now and won't be traveling till next year...
i have also resumed working out at the all women fitness studio. i feel good..

i have also finished reading this book! i digest each page slowly and make sense of each chapter...the writing style is simple, yet it's like playing darts. it hit me right on the bull's eye. things i wouldn't have said were mentioned clearly. so yeah. i am one of the P stats out there. i just wish...i'm still in the US where there's so much more alternatives to treating P. but i'm not...

the olivenol supply is running low but thank god i have some olivenol tablets which was purchased much earlier...

the condition - still very red...don't know if it's any different than my previous post...so please tell me what you think? here are close ups:

i love milk so much that i almost cried knowing i have to give it up. it's been 2 weeks without milk for me now. when i crave for it too much i'll have soya bean...avoiding meat is no issue for me but going for fish totally is a little too hard..i still have a bit of chicken now and then..

i was doing a work plan for 2010 at the office earlier.... and i just realized that i will be 30 next year. can you believe it?

wow. while other people are busy settlling down, i am busy battling P. people always ask why i am still single. apparently i am not bad looking ;) and have quite an interesting personality (ok they told me these things over and over again) but i am now trying to accept that and to love myself a little more. maybe by doing that i will then attract love?

i know i am mushy, i can't help it. i am a hopeless romantic.

anyway..sorry to ManHon and team for the slow updates. i always plan to update but sometimes when i got home from work i just go straight to my books. currently reading "the time traveler's wife". wonder if i would finish it in time to watch the movie? hehe.

have a good week ahead! take care :)

back from long absence

i just got back from overseas again. 2 weeks in a row - to a cold place. the one thing i hate is really - the skin gets really dry.

it's so much comfort to be back where it's warm and nice.

i use lots of lotion. the skin is more comfortable now. but the red patches are not gone.

i finally got my books!
i started reading them last night and will hope to finish the first book soon.

it's true what the author say - only we can control how we feel inside.

i am trying to think that i am also beautiful. i have a good heart. and i am capable of falling in love and being loved. i remember the times when i was happy. the psoriasis went away quite a bit. maybe that's what i need. to be in a relationship again...

anyhow. will post pictures tomorrow.

cheers!